at the movies:
12:03 a.m. 2006-07-02

Overall today was a good day. I reconciled with my father having patched up bad feelings for the most part. I overreacted and he omitted certain details so we both had some faults. However I was glad I decided to go to the movies with my aunts instead as it was a good day.

I got to spend some time with my aunts and cousin while seeing superman returns and even though it was not great, it was ok about a 6/10, it was an excuse to spend time with people who at the very least love me. When we got to the theatre we were joined with another aunt, an uncle and a couple of cousins.

My cousin was so forward today and I think that booze may have had something to do about it. He hit on the girls at a table booth in front of the theatre handing out nauchos by calling out to them loudly, he may have whistled at them too, and expressing his interest in get their numbers so that they could get togather. The way he expressed getting nauchos had a very sexual conatation to it and was quite loud and to be honest anxious about it. He was quite blantant about the fact that he wanted to get them for sex. He wanted me to go over there so they we could sandwich one of them at a later time. I laughed to myself at the last thought but was shocked that he would be so forward in front of his aunt and mom who were not amused at all. I told him that if he wanted to pick up the girls go out there and get with them but he kept at me to go out their to get their numbers. To be honest I sort of felt like a pussy for not wanting to go out there to get those girls numbers but the way he was going about it was not my style. I was not sure if I liked those girls anyways as I like to spend more time talking with girls to determine whether I would like to spend more time with them. I still feel a bit like a pussy because I could not even look at them in the presence of my aunt and cousin and with my cousin's behaviour I was a bit embarassed and sad for them too.

Anyways when we got into the cinema where superman returns was showing he settled down and was surprised when I saw him and his mom sitting a couples of rows down from us. I think that she wanted to have a conversation with her son and did not want the rest of us to hear. I think she wanted the rest of us out of earshot from his anxious comments as well. The movie passed without incident of him running his mouth. After the movie he was varsiferous about hating the movie but his mother let him rant because most of us felt the same way and because it was much perfersble to him talking about the girls at the naucho booth and his hoes in general. I sort of feel sorry for the people on the bus because we spoiled the movie for them by him but also myself trying to describe what he missed from his sleep through almost the entire movie.

After the movie I went to my nana's house where my aunt also lives and helped her setup her dvd/vcr combo my brother and I got for her birthday and she was quite delighted even though her eye had swollen for some unknown reason. She looked very funny with one eye only partially opened while her other was fully opened. I tested if it worked and and it did and I showed her how it worked and she seemed quite happy about it. As I was getting ready to go home my nana gave me a hug and kissed my shoulder because she could not reach my cheek and as I walked away from their house with a tear in my eye knowing that in someway I had helped them in some small way.