depressed can't do chorses:
12:57 p.m. 2007-02-07

I am here in my room trying to get a few things done on my day off from that place I work that shall go unnamed. I will be lucky if I get anything done the way I am feeling now. I am updating my calendar on my wall. I have one of those dry erase ones which I couldn't do without. I am listening to the Happy Feet soundtrack it is buoying my mood upwards, I highly reccommend you get it, but only temporarily. I take a break from my chores because I am starting to feel horny and when I feel horny I want to look at porn and get off on it. I can't even get off on it right now because when I see some guy is just about to get some I start to think about my personal life which is a disaster! No girlfriend, dates, no opportunities for a date and some guy right now has a girl giving him a rimjob. What the fuck!