my complained about how I fucked up my computer test:
10:57 p.m. 2005-03-10

NHL Lockout talk sucks so unless you want me to be bored to tears and end up turning off the radio for long periods of time the talk has got to stop! Let me know when something actually happens. Until then shut up about it! That is my mini rant for today.

I am so disappointed in myself today because I thought I was going to be able to account for myself better than I actually did at test time. The test was a computer assignment in Excel and I felt that given more time I could have completed the assignment and could have passed the course but unfortunately I do not think that in the final analysis I will have enough marks to be able to at least continue on in the course let alone to pass it. The course I am taking is actually two mini courses of which as the student I am responsible for passing both halves and it looks like I just failed the first halve so I am screwed.

I am so bummed out able it that I just feel like laying on my bed and not doing anything at all. Well why should I do anything really when I had such a bad day?

I have been using computers since I was 8 years old approximately and for me to have a computer oriented course and failed it is a major slap in the face for me. This should be easy because I have been using computers my whole life and it is Excel after all not computer programming which if I didn't pass I could understand. This just sucks! Life just ain't fair and I guess never was to begin with. Damn this sucks. This is almost as humiliating as being bum fucked by Richard Simmons and bragging how he fucked your brains out. Damn this sucks!