hot day, hot election and no relief:
2:44 p.m. 2005-03-14

I do not know what it is about today but I am having serious trouble concentrating on anything academic. I am thinking about how much I wish I had a girlfriend and that thought is depressing as hell and on top of that I am horny as hell and I did not know why but I think the warm weather my have something to do with this feeling. There were a couple a women on the first floor of my school campaigning for different positions at the school dressed in tight tank tops with saucy saying such as fuck like a bunny and one had a fake bunny tail infact I think it was the same girl. You know when you are depressed when you cannot enjoy a sexy woman because it just reminds you how much you wish you had a hottie like that to hold and lavish with touches all over her body. The whole experience just left me frustrated because I wanted to talk to them but felt I could not express myself in a sucessful ways so I basically ran off with my tail between my legs. It is embarassing and just bad. It sucks in fact. Not only that but I was so hard, infact harder then I have been in a while. There was something about the hot women their t-shirts and the weather that just got me so hot and sweaty and frustrated.