little resolved with nadia due to enterouge interference:
8:09 p.m. 2007-03-01

I talked with Nadia today barely. She was in the lunchroom surrounded by ladies and I was on my lunchbreak. It is so frustrating because you want to talk to someone but cannot due to the fact their attention is always elsewhere. I want to talk to her not her enterouge. She asked me if I would sit at her table and I did because I did not want to be alone. I could have done without all the people though. I laughed a little bit and at the end felt a little better about things. However I was unable to talk about what I wanted to the letter that I wrote for her and still do not know how she feels about me or if she read the damn letter to begin with. I am increasing getting to the point where I am going to walk away and pursue other more promising romantic options whom I will not have to wade through their enterouge in order to have a damn conversation with them.