me and my father something to build on...:
12:46 a.m. 2006-05-02
I agreed last week to go out with my father and was skeptical about it figuring it would be incredibly awkward. Beyond being awkward I thought my father would disappoint me further with his bad behaviour and possibly hurt my feelings. I went out with him on sunday morning and went to the driving range and hit a bunch of golf balls. Neither of us were that good but it was something we could do togather and talk at the same time. We talked and it was quite pleasant just being able to talk with him after such a long time. After the driving range he took me out to a small burger restaurant and we enjoyed the burgers and then he took me home because I had homework to work on. Overall it was a good day. As far as I am concerned time has blunted my anger with him. Now I just miss him and I think he feels sort of the same way. It was a good day anyways, something to build on.