paddling through the day:
8:32 p.m. 2006-09-10

I feel so fatigued the whole day today and horny too as I dropped more than a few loads of cum today. Yesterday I went to a sex shop looking for a toy or two to satisfy my sexual cravings. I made it out of the store with a paddle before they closed for the night. My first one in fact. I got a leather one that was padded lighty on one side. I thought I would try it even though I was looking for a harder paddle, one that was plastic and vibrated a lot unfortunately for me there was a limited selection and I took the best of what was left. I have smacked my ass before and have to my surprise discovered that the sensation was a pleasant one so I sought to explore my sexually in this area. I figure if I buy I few paddles I would develop an actual preference as far as paddles are concerned which is a good thing in my opinion. I have enjoyed paddling my ass so far today as it has produced a ripple effect in my loins. If anything I discovered through my sexual experimentations is that I enjoy variety as sexual acts I enjoy one moment are monotonous the next. The only constant is anal as I cannot fathom watching porn if at least a good percentage of the scenes involve anal. I have class tommorow at 8am, I wish there were another way, so I must bid you adieu.