fuck off dad and if you had any conscience you would leave us be you scavenger. He is a vulture. A evil predatory creature!:
8:37 p.m. 2004-05-20

I'm going to see the regular counsiller that I have been seeing when I need to talk and mostly express my frustratations and I have so many frustrations right now. I need to see him and I trust him so that is the main thing. I'm going to ask him about my school status which I'm not so sure about and talk about what's been bugging me. Let me make a list:

Concerned about my mom mental condition, Concerned that I need to find a job& concerned about moving and what that will mean. Fucking hell! This is all me father's fault! Some father! He is a bastard and a no good one at that and he'd be lucky to have any relationship with me after he left us with his baggage. Now he wants what little we have! Fuck that! Fuck him!