need more sucky sucky, fucky fucky:
11:39 p.m. 2003-07-18

I want to get fucked so badly! talking to a special swede on icq always gets my blood boiling. I'm like a throbing penis when I'm talking to her:-)

And was talking with another woman who was bored and mentioned maybe that she should play with herself. I was almost like don't move honey I'm coming over and I'm going down on your clit:-)

Instead I just said "I like the sound of that". Now that would have taking balls!

Damn and reading Chickpea talk about wanting to get fucked by temporarily unable. Don't worry about her, she be ok. But what about me! Fuck!

It would be so nice to just get a blow job or something in a urinal. And I say if you blow me too well, we'd risk getting caught. And then during the job I'm so turned on by that. This is just a quick fantasy I had. I'm halusinating, I need it that badly.

I thought about what would happen if I was unable to pleasure myself. I would probably be so angry and frustrated and probably manufest its self in fucking punch in peoples faces for fun. I'd be a criminal no doubt.

Like those stupid guys who randomly go around asking women if you want to fuck them now and they get maced. Ha! serves them right. (I never laugh at others misfortune. Well sometimes when they really deserve it.) But to get laid you definitely have to be more candid then I've been. This fucking sucks :-(

All I want to do is to blow my load with in the presense of a sexy woman, is this too much to ask. Ahhhhh! Fuck! even making noises is depressing. ohhhh! Ah forget it. 8->