dating and employment, me and my mom a (horror) story:
1:19 p.m. 2007-05-09

Julia and I continue to be friends which I am fine with because I just want her to be in my life because she is such a great person. Everytime she sees me she says hi and smiles warmly which is a rarety to find such a friendly person who actually cares for people other than themselves. Her and her friend Margeret have been super to me which is good because I need all the support that I can get in such a depressing environment as Walmart.

I decided to ask out another girl whom I was interested in at work. I did it on sunday and unfortunately but not suprisingly I did not get the desired answer. Turns out she was in a long term relationship and this was the reason for her rejection of my dating offer. She said though she wanted to remain friends but as I realist and I do not see that happening. How often does this actually happen? I do not consider a person who I say hi to in the hall occasionally to be a friend. Such a person would be considered an acquintence in my book. However the opportunity exists because there is some depth there I believe but it will be up to her. Regardless the joke continues as far as me being turned down for various reasons but it is iritating.

In other news on monday my mom got laid of by the company she worked for a while, Phantom Industries which is most known for women legware. To be honest I am not worried about the fact that she has been laid off because I know she can do better. I am quite excited for her because she has the opportunity to reinvent herself careerwise as she should considering the way her supervisors have been disrespectful and favoured coworkers as far as work projects are concerned. The thing that worries me is that my mom is home all the time and on the first day off from work she is already driving me crazy. Not to mention my personal time has been severely reduced. Stay tuned. I want to start dating but with my mom unemployment looming I may have to put my personal aspirations on hold to help her find work. Hopefully she will find something in a fairly short period of time and then I can go gungho on dating because I need to find someone it is evident.