giving a few things away and making more room in my room:
7:24 p.m. 2006-09-12

Today I got rid of a little of the clutter in my room by donating some art and craft supplies in my cabinet to the local primary school. The secretary graciously accepted them which was good because I hated to have them go to waste like the last time I tried to donate to a school but besides I never used them anyways. She was really surprised and touched about the reason for my visit and thanked me on behalf of the principal. If the principal was there she would have thanked me personally said the secretary. For this reason I am glad she was away and busy because it would have made me more embarassed with her making a big deal of it. She asked me a few questions trying to determine what prompted me to donate. Anyways I felt like I did the right thing by donating them and believe it or not it is nice to feel appreciated.

I also let my aunt borrow my microcassete recorder for an extended period and gave her two of my english books to help her with entry back to school. She does not know I am going to let her keep them as of yet but one day I will spring it on her. I just feel as if how can I not help her as she has helped me so much get through college. In fact I would never be able to go to college in the first place without her and my grandmother's help. As excited as I am to be graduating shortly I am happier for her. She seems genuinely jazzed about the whole experience about going to univerisity. I wish I had the same enthusiam about something in my life but right now all I can think about is how lonely I continuelly feel which isn't good because sooner than later it will start fucking up my studies as I will be too depressed to study.