I am lost:
10:54 p.m. 2004-06-16

I feel like a mouse that is running for it's life to prevent it's slaughter. Circumstances are beyond my control and I feel forced into action but I have little idea what to do. This is not good!

I must struggle against the current and yet I feel powerless against it. This is not good!

My body is pulled by the hands of influence and yet I can do nothing. I am lost!

I feel limp through the struggle to resist and yet I must. Resist!

Resistance to death is life. Life is about resistance and so I will do what I must. Resist!

Break free of those forces that only purpose is to bring me closer to death. Resist!

I may feel lost now. But through my resistance comes a map so I'm not lost!