motorcycle godess please be mine:
12:27 a.m. 2006-06-10

It is so bad when I want to give someone my heart and no will take it at least not the people I want.

I feel so lonely. I just want to tell one of my friends about it but at the same time do not want to be pityed or worse get a non response.

I seen someone whom I haven't seen for about a year while working at Walmart and it was so good to see her. How many times did I look into the motorcycle shop where she used to work and hope to see her only to be disappointed and the worst thing was that I did not tell her how I felt about her and thought I would never have a chance to or even talk to her again.

She told me that her cell phone number was the same so I think I will try to call her and talk with her and hopefully pour my heart out a little.

I hope that she likes me romantically and would like to go out on a date but I do not know if she is interested or is even available.

I was daydreaming about her all day our dreamdate at the coffee shop and her smiling at me from across the table. We talked about sex and she asked what I liked and I said all things anal and she was interested in this too and asked if she could give me anal and I told her that I really looked forward to getting it from her and shortly after that we left the coffee shop hand in hand.

We walked from there to my house where she stood beside the bed and looked back at me seductively and I squeezed her tits through her shirt. She then turned around and gave me an ample opportunity to grab her ass and I did so with both hands cupping both cheeks and holding my hand there while she slyly smiled. After she flopped on my bed playfully on her back and I very quickly strattled her and started kissed her neck and cheek. I whispered in her ear how sexy she looked and how I was going to fuck her sexy ass and she smiled when I said this and ran her fingers through my hair. I pressed my warm lips against her soft ones and basically smooched with her in this position for minutes only taking short breaks to see her beautiful smile and run my fingers through her hair. I also did cup her breasts with both hands to which she smiled her delight. I then attempted to free her beautiful mammories. I did this several times while her boobs were wrapped so enticingly in lace cups and I kissed her between her neck and shoulder while I squeezed her breasts. I then pulled down one of her bra straps and kissed the place where the strap had been.

I had another fantasy with her where she told my to lie down on back knowing full well she would fuck my ass with her strap-on. She eased the strap-on into my ass to get started and enjoyed watching the strap-on penentrate my butthole. Her gyrating hips grew wilder as she grew more and more excited by the prospect of her fucking my ass so thoroughly. She then got on top of me and strattled my ass and with her wild hip gyrations bounced my ass off the mattress. I was just aflame in pleasure by the rigourous ass fucking. I could feel her hot and sweaty body on top of mine as she pounded again as me her head bumping mine nearly in the process. After she came through from her fucking motions after I had exploded my load on to the bed she curled up onto my chest and laid there contented as I had been and I wrapped my hands around and held her throughout the night and did not want to let her go.

One can only dream. I think I will talk with her. What else can I do? I need a lover and need one soon. I want it to be her but I have to wait and see.