My holiday so far:
12:13 a.m. 2007-08-01

I have been away for a while I know. In fact I cannot remember the last thing I wrote while I was here. I just am getting tired of whining and want desperately for something really great to happen so that I can share it with someone.

Well I did enjoy the time I spent with my long time friends on Saturday. We played a form of baseball where we do not have to run so much and then afterward went to dinner. It was a very enjoyable evening. My only complaint is that the evening with my friends did not last longer as we could not agree on what we wanted to do after dinner and so we went our separate ways and I had to go back to my boring and depressing home.

Well I have one more complaint actually. During dinner I ordered a lime dacquerie which I have not tried before and thought that I should broaden my horizons so I would give it a try. The taste of the drink was so strong I could barely stomach, but I did not gag with, what I thought was ultra-saltiness or maybe it was that my taste buds were over loaded from the combination of lime and the tequila. I will try it again maybe trying a strawberry one instead. I must say that the presentation of the drink was exquisite and went I saw it with the crushed iced with ice frosted around the rim of the glass I was practically salivating. I will not write off this drink just yet but it is on provation.

I think it was on sunday but I saw Nadia while I was food shopping and I looked and did a double take. On my fucking vacation too. That ruined my day the instant I saw her not that she would appreciate this fact. All I could think of was about all the ways she hurt me and I did not want to talk with her at all when she said hi. I said hi and thought about telling her I was on my vacation from work but thought that it was not her business and to be honest I did not want to open up to her in any way. I also thought about asking her about her business in the store but I did not care so I just told her I would see her and then took off. Actually I think what I did was incredibly rude and quite out of character which in a way is why I like that I made a moral stand. Why should I be nice to a person who played me for a fool? I do not think I should. But she ruined my day though that bitch!

Today my day got ruined by another bitch who I was unlucky enough to talk to when I followed up with an employment agency I had initially contacted a few weeks earlier. She was quite short with me and told me if I meet their requirements she would phone me and sign me up. My thoughts are that I hope that she does not phone because I am not sure I want to deal with a company who treats their employment prospects in such a way.

I was supposed to call another agency but was so discouraged it never happened and put a rain could over most of the day. But I am certain of one thing I will not have this much time off to job search for some time so I may as well make the best of it because my current employment blows. That is it for now. Damon.