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2008-01-21 - hardest thing thus far I had to do was telling mom that I am moving out
2007-12-11 - December update
2007-11-11 - a update on my life as it is now
2007-10-04 - a perfectly good wanking session ruinned thanks to mom
2007-09-25 - My new boss his shown his ruthless side
2007-09-03 - I am leaving Wal-Mart the cruel kingdom. Hooray!
2007-08-20 - finally asked out girl unfortunately she was not worth it
2007-08-01 - My holiday so far
2007-07-15 - reason for mopeing=loneliness+girl from yesteryear
2007-06-22 - graduation night
2007-06-17 - Walmart a culture of disrepect
2007-06-17 - Walmart a culture of disrepect
2007-06-12 - feel imprisoned at home waiting for calls and watching my mom cave
2007-05-28 - No Notes and Under the Hedge
2007-05-27 - Fine do not send me a note and Under the Hedge
2007-05-24 - how mom has essentially ruined my day
2007-05-16 - weather, job hunt and personal life weighing on me and a treat for you.
2007-05-11 - Working out the whole booty call and the fear involved
2007-05-09 - dating and employment, me and my mom a (horror) story
2007-04-29 - racist remark issued against me and thoughts of Mother's Day
2007-04-25 - The first time I was disappointed with Julia
2007-04-22 - should i ask out julia or retain her precious friendship?
2007-04-13 - M3 Powered Mach3 review.
2007-04-11 - worried about revealling myself to Julia
2007-04-03 - Who needs a Nadia anyways?
2007-04-02 - the feeling of longing with one difference
2007-03-24 - A short interview that seemed to end in a nano second.
2007-03-19 - a blurb on my emotional well-being before I get back to business
2007-03-07 - depression and post date condemnation with Nadia
2007-03-06 - Where do I go now on the relationship front?
2007-03-05 - issue resolved with Nadia
2007-03-03 - lying on my bed pouting and not wanting to do much else due to loneliness issues
2007-03-01 - little resolved with nadia due to enterouge interference
2007-02-28 - No Lock Up/Nadia's Love Letter
2007-02-23 - love letter to win the girl of my dreams
2007-02-18 - desperate for sex I whine like never whined before
2007-02-14 - how an embarasing situation turned into a talk with my mom.
2007-02-07 - depressed can't do chorses
2007-02-07 - the very scary job search
2007-02-03 - To subscribe or not to subscribe to SI as that is the question
2007-01-31 - mopeing at home before I go to work
2007-01-23 - Thank you Sue!
2007-01-19 - got in a huge fight with my boss and don't want to come in on saturday
2007-01-14 - I pinpointed the genetic cause of my anxiety the hater of heaters herself
2007-01-12 - Stressing over a paper
2007-01-11 - helped mom grocery shop even though I just wanted to relax after work
2007-01-09 - why am I dreading writting this paper so badly
2007-01-06 - pineing for a girlfriend in my room all day long
2007-01-01 - how to advance from entry level subordinate into entry level management
2006-12-22 - the lonliness I carry with me
2006-11-21 - How fellow group members fucked me up...
2006-11-19 - Walmart is now official open for criminals.
2006-11-18 - Their laziness knows no bounds: The CSM Way!
2006-11-16 - i like this girl at work(shocking!) but not sure how she feel about me or even if she has a boyfriend.
2006-11-08 - hail to the morons at Walmart
2006-11-06 - to im or not to im that is the question?
2006-11-06 - the company christmas party as played in my mind
2006-10-31 - cleaning house I mean room
2006-10-26 - Why I can't stand going to work any longer?
2006-10-18 - Niven is the angel's name. Hopefully she feels about me.
2006-10-17 - Porn mag rant about the general direction of the industry
2006-10-05 - work placement realization and why I don't go to pubs that often.pub
2006-09-23 - I said hi to a cashier and she found something wrong with that.
2006-09-20 - just blowing off some steam
2006-09-12 - giving a few things away and making more room in my room
2006-09-10 - paddling through the day
2006-08-07 - My night at a strip club and a special stripper
2006-07-22 - I am so hot I am having erotic daydreams in my room.
2006-07-06 - dvd player troubles involving an elderly woman
2006-07-06 - My almost interview and how fate conspired to towart me.
2006-07-02 - at the movies
2006-06-27 - My Brazillian friend and the girl who pretended I was invisible
2006-06-23 - Loose CD Review
2006-06-18 - My work environment at Walmart
2006-06-12 - I will not be used now or ever so get used to it!
2006-06-10 - motorcycle godess please be mine
2006-05-22 - I actually talked to a hot nurse
2006-05-20 - Big orange, nikita, and me.
2006-05-19 - walmart is a frustrating place to work and this was just one of them
2006-05-18 - maybe a date down the road if things progress which lavachick
2006-05-02 - me and my father something to build on...
2006-04-23 - the self hater inside me
2006-04-04 - I should have got a few stokes in on my salami but no!
2006-03-24 - my personal life improving on my 300th entry
2006-03-15 - my big exciting photo shoot for my dating profile
2006-03-12 - major disappointments involving my employer in some way
2006-03-02 - whine and thongs
2006-03-01 - quest for a girlfriend starts with baby steps....
2006-02-22 - how team canada suckiness ruined what should have been a joyous day
2006-02-21 - regret over wasting 2 days, walmart and dating profile picture
2006-02-18 - tangled web of life...
2006-02-05 - a lack motivation due to romance difficulties and question about me romantic future
2006-02-04 - save our bushes the campaign starts here
2006-01-27 - i wish i could be with her and maybe could have been...
2006-01-23 - cruella deville or my mother you decide
2006-01-22 - a rant and my trip to the sex store after work
2006-01-22 - what am I scared of?
2006-01-20 - why am I so scared of rejection?
2006-01-12 - major course beef
2006-01-06 - on my day off I visited 2 sex shops
2006-01-04 - dating activities part 1
2006-01-01 - personal fear assessment part 1
2005-12-31 - New Years Day Mix Up....
2005-12-30 - Damn friggin gaugin sex shops
2005-12-27 - boxing day hodgepodge
2005-12-20 - I don't know everything about computers like I thought I did how upsetting!
2005-12-14 - i hate my shirt so i had it replaced an evil plan
2005-11-29 - girlfriend wish list
2005-11-20 - A 420 degree day: From total crap to a memorable and enjoyable evening.
2005-11-19 - that red haired lingerie girl
2005-11-07 - Thoughts on lesbians, bisexuals and homosexuals and walmart
2005-11-02 - no more drama
2005-10-30 - damn walmart!
2005-10-27 - Fuck Walmart
2005-10-24 - fantasizing about a class group member with enormous mamories. mmm.
2005-10-22 - late to work, late back from my break but early home.
2005-10-21 - I love irony as long I am not the butt of the joke...
2005-10-17 - What am I going to do now with only 1 reference. I am screwed!
2005-10-16 - Evaluation Day! Time to leave this fucking company!
2005-10-10 - studying math, laetitia and my romantic life l
2005-10-08 - the great dilemna
2005-10-03 - fatigue
2005-09-29 - work and personal life confusion and comtemplation
2005-09-26 - random feelings and thoughts
2005-09-23 - security vs customer service and how the battle sickens me
2005-09-19 - my day at school today
2005-09-17 - want to question me, statement and want to question me again?
2005-09-16 - one woman's quest to become a teachher cont'd
2005-09-15 - camping in my mind and dreams should be fullfiled
2005-09-14 - It is nice when things pile up isn't it?
2005-09-14 - possible date destinations
2005-09-11 - major friendship determination ahead post unf camping trip #1
2005-09-05 - I hang out with friends and yet my lonliness does not leave me
2005-09-01 - How I envy people who can get fucked without much effort
2005-08-31 - I did a very good thing by finding something good to seat on
2005-08-30 - Finally asked that girl out from work
2005-08-28 - clairify my love coworker entry
2005-08-28 - The longly awaited presence of my lovely coworker
2005-08-26 - My day off and how I spent it...
2005-08-26 - phone call from mom
2005-08-25 - girl at work update and about my comfort zone
2005-08-24 - how can i ask out the girl at work?
2005-08-21 - The sexy website and the sexy girl
2005-08-21 - How could I have missed a shift yesterday at work?
2005-08-15 - The great butt plug dilemna
2005-08-13 - that sad feeling
2005-08-12 - A door job gone wrong
2005-08-12 - exam day malaise
2005-08-08 - What the hell is going on?
2005-08-08 - unsupportive co-workers make life suck royally
2005-08-08 - Depressed tendencies/Do not phone me in the shower!
2005-08-07 - cleaner of shit, keeping of brooms.
2005-08-06 - I lie to rest my glasses. Oh I will miss thee
2005-08-06 - very afraid and sad about our friendship group splintering
2005-08-03 - moping around the house, my failed approach of a co-worker and librarian advice
2005-08-01 - I begged my friend to go to Caribana and his girlfriend lifted her skirt and she had him wrapped around her little finger.
2005-07-24 - Here I am: Getting up the courage to approach the opposite sex
2005-07-21 - friendly visit from our neighbourhood fire inspector
2005-07-18 - why do i bother when she does not see how much I care?
2005-07-11 - personal fuck session hot
2005-07-07 - lunch room yak
2005-06-26 - asshole tricks dumb girl to marry him
2005-06-23 - a good day?!
2005-06-23 - why do i have to work with wenches like this?
2005-06-19 - in dispear over love life
2005-06-16 - How I am feeling right now and the manchurian canidate
2005-06-15 - idiots rule the world such has been my shopping experience
2005-06-05 - I take a stand on my life
2005-05-31 - saint anna
2005-05-29 - the longest day
2005-05-22 - I want to be a whipping boy no more
2005-05-16 - I don't have a problem with you seeing your boyfriend accept the following
2005-05-15 - two coworkers but who do I like more?
2005-05-13 - Where is this noise coming from?
2005-05-12 - feelings regarding my singleness
2005-05-08 - sweet jennifer
2005-05-06 - self doubt about my ability to find someone
2005-05-01 - interesting condom trying out process
2005-04-21 - collecting rent from morons and for one
2005-04-11 - my stupid momma and the honour role whores
2005-04-11 - Need to date and ttc strike update
2005-04-10 - Birthday report.
2005-04-07 - daily gripes and a certain someone
2005-04-01 - 200 entries and still counting!
2005-03-26 - discovery phase
2005-03-14 - hot day, hot election and no relief
2005-03-10 - my complained about how I fucked up my computer test
2005-03-07 - Preachy Punk Counsillers
2005-03-05 - Just say no to Discount Porn!
2005-02-23 - concerns of increased responsibilities and a rare social night
2005-02-21 - working on my personal skills and evaluating the day thus far.
2005-02-19 - the internet report and tender is the heart
2005-02-15 - Weary one.
2005-02-14 - Valentine Day Blues
2005-02-10 - failing on a lot of counts in life
2005-02-03 - mood pool
2005-02-02 - I will be in my batcave this valentine day
2005-01-19 - accounting class, a girl and the internet?
2005-01-11 - a supportive teacher
2005-01-10 - school day 1 of 2005 and yes it is hard to believe it is here already!
2004-12-30 - the christians have ruined a perfectly good friendship
2004-12-27 - my father is a bastard
2004-12-18 - walmart setup and my loneliness
2004-12-17 - rant about school and life
2004-12-08 - Damn Classmates! I Hate them so much!
2004-12-03 - Self Inflicted Sleep Deprived State
2004-11-30 - cute presenter and how to find that someone?
2004-11-28 - Home alone with homework is not the recipe to happiness...
2004-11-22 - Let there be peace for me.
2004-11-20 - mother dearest you are being a bitch!
2004-11-18 - I left my disk at home and I am upset over it enough to devise a system so it hopefully will not happen again.
2004-11-17 - depressed, feeling of loneliness and competition for classmate's attention
2004-11-16 - two washrooms
2004-11-10 - lonely feelings
2004-11-07 - romantic love
2004-11-04 - a horrible experience....
2004-11-03 - I hate my classmates
2004-11-02 - unplug me please
2004-11-01 - announcing Wal-Mart's newest hire.
2004-10-27 - a lot of interpersonal questions with no answers
2004-10-26 - now that I think about it...
2004-10-25 - bunny rabbit?
2004-10-22 - tiredfriday
2004-10-18 - missed opportunity
2004-10-17 - quest for happiness continues
2004-10-14 - Any one have some big c they can lend me?
2004-10-13 - my loneliness, me and my life.
2004-10-09 - Aghhh!
2004-10-09 - my lover my choice...
2004-10-01 - touch me baby
2004-09-30 - In my heart I wish I were a full pledged slut la la la la (singing)
2004-09-30 - Winners interview
2004-09-26 - Tyla is ok. She is safe.
2004-09-17 - What a day does anyone have a vacation from my life? (tyla suicide?)
2004-09-16 - don't neglect love.
2004-09-15 - Melissa
2004-09-15 - Thumbs Ups to the World Cup Tournament
2004-09-13 - Is this what you call an education?
2004-09-10 - Its Friday yeah and webcam recommendation
2004-09-08 - The Great Trip...
2004-09-03 - What a future that would be to be a bachelor and be 50+....
2004-09-03 - don't pee on my parade mom? actually mom pee on it all you want cause this parade is pretty shameful.
2004-09-02 - Trip to hell?
2004-09-02 - Life really does suck and this is why...
2004-08-29 - hope for the future....
2004-08-28 - I need to get away. Run away. Good thing for my fishing trip is coming up.
2004-08-25 - Where is my strength now?
2004-08-20 - Damn you Bell Canada!
2004-08-19 - I'm lost and scared and my future looks rather bleak. What would you do? What would you do?
2004-08-14 - around the world in 80 days review
2004-08-13 - self examination/public service annoucement
2004-08-12 - Things worked out on 2 fronts actually!
2004-08-11 - I was wrong...
2004-08-10 - Something actually worked out?
2004-08-09 - resume girl is gone...
2004-08-08 - change is not always good...
2004-08-07 - tyla that is the goddess's handle
2004-08-06 - something needs to change and fast!
2004-08-06 - life would be sweet if...
2004-08-05 - school, bisexual issues and a web browser?
2004-08-04 - Where is cupid when I need him?
2004-08-02 - stain remover anyone
2004-08-02 - leave it to a girl called pervarella to leave you breathless and happy.
- Rings
2004-08-01 - one in a million friend