This is just what I need! Not!:
11:08 a.m. 2004-05-17

I was on academic probation because I failed to pass 4 out of my 6 courses and I knew that if I did this again anytime before finishing my program that I'd be demoted to part-time status. I thought that the college was very quick to pull the rip cord on me and thought them to be greedy and heartless. Perhaps they were always this way and I just romanticized the college as this great learning institution that was going to make me a leader into the new century. I was so gung-ho for my college too. Now I see the downside to getting too emotionally attached. I hate the coordinator of the business school and I hate my school right now. And when they ask me for donotion after I graduate which I will despite all thoses that oppose me I will tell them to all fuck off. Yes things have there way of boomeranging. And guess what? This is what happened. This is all I need! Now I have to reapply for full-time again? Great! I have excuses too but I don't believe in using them either because this is what my dad would have done but I won't! I didn't make the grade so I'll deal with the consequances and prove that they are full of shit!