pressure=homework+tuition+guilt (mom+grandma):
8:22 p.m. 2004-03-19

I feel so much pressure right now. Pressure to do well in my studies. pressure to get a job to help pay for my studies. And it seems like there is barely enough time for my studies because I am getting fatigued of the whole college routine. While I can't wait for summer to get that break from my studies I'll have new pressures to bare. It seems like it never ends.

I feel so bad for my mom too because she works so hard and I would like to sacrifice for my mom so that she can quit her horrible job and have a better life.

Then there is pressure I feel to get a girlfriend but where do I find one? What can I offer that someone special that she would want to be my girlfriend? .

Where do I go from here? I don't know. But there must be a better way for me to live? There just must be!