concerns of increased responsibilities and a rare social night:
7:26 p.m. 2005-02-23

I talked with my dad today and it was a pleasant enough conversation. I was just trying to convince him to relinquish the control over the internet account to me. It went well almost too well. If he pays off the remaining balance whom the isp provider offered to slash substantially then the account will be mine and mine alone. Although I was initially very happy at this unfolding pretty much as I wanted it I am now concerned at my new responsibility. I never had the responsibility before and I am afraid that I will not be able to handle it. Hopefully as the months pass as I successfully handle the expense this feeling will ease.

I am planning on going to the campus pub on friday partically because it benefits a Caribbean club on campus who I support although I am not officially a member. Another reason I am going is because it sounds like it might be fun with some old school flavour. I am just trying to keep the expectations low, meaning to enjoy the good music and anything else that happens will be a bonus. I am certainly not expecting to hook up with anyone as I think this takes times in general. I think it is just better that I enjoy the sounds of the night.