the very scary job search:
12:04 a.m. 2007-02-07

I don't exactly know why I am so down right now. I am on the verge of tears. Perhaps its the fact that it was the last day of my work placement and I had to say bye to everyone. This to me represents the time when I have to stop fucking around and really looking for a full time position which can hopefully further my personal/professional goals.

What am I doing right now? I am looking for a job, searching a job website, and I guess the whole prospect scares me because of the bleakness as far as the prospects of something satisfying is concerned.

I think the best that I can hope for is a position that enables me to continue my education, albeit at a part time pace, and thus pursuing my dreams of one day owning my own sucessful business. It was my plan to work for a while until I am ready to actively pursue this dream. But with my shitty Walmart job so unbarable I consider taking the meger dollars I have to catapult me out of this hell.

That is it for now. It is good to vent!
Damon.