to im or not to im that is the question?:
11:55 p.m. 2006-11-06

I am so sensitive! I wish that I wasn't so sensitive because people do not care for me as much as I care for them.

Like my friend is online and I want to talk with him however I do not want to be brushed off like I was last time I talked with him online. I am not an idiot I can understand why he brushed me off. How can you compete with a guy's girlfriend?

So I am sitting here deciding if it is worth the pain I could feel if he blows me off again. Maybe my sensitivity could have more to due with the fact that I feel lonely and I am feeling adbandoned by friend who are getting girlfriends and wifes and rather spend time with them. Whatever the case I wish I did not feel this way.