i like this girl at work(shocking!) but not sure how she feel about me or even if she has a boyfriend.:
12:43 a.m. 2006-11-16

There is this girl at work who brings me change once in a while as she did so today. We had a very short conversation, in fact I can't remember what was said other then I said bye in sort of a desperate way and she turned around and smiled at me. This is the first time I had the distinct feeling that maybe she actually likes me.

But I have been wrong before many times. Maybe this explains why she gives me a hard time about seemingly everything because she like to boss the men she loves around.

I would like nothing more than to be pushed onto my back onto a mattress by this curvaceous goddess so that she could fuck my asshole with her strap-on. I heard her say to another employee that if he wasn't careful she would fuck him with a strap-on and I was so envious and secretly wished it was me she was talking about.

Near the end of my shift she was going home and she bought some stuff and I cashed her out and she was in such a good mood and she said bye to me and normally that would have been good accept that she was with a big strapping lad at the time who could have been her boyfriend or easily her brother but it wasn't obvious at the time. I am inclined to think that it was her boyfriend she was with hence her happiness at the time. I am so unlucky with women in this way.